a good day...

so the things it takes to make someone else's day a little more "sweeeeet" require very little energy, yet are as affective as... um...
:: insert galactic example of cool deed here::___________.

so i'm @ starschmuck's with ryan
and one of the workers there who i come in and chat with a lot saw us.
as he's coming out to empty out the trash,
he walks by and hands me the drink that i would typically buy from him.
(and it was a venti!...)
smiles and keeps on walking...
how beautiful is that?

it's the little things...

--here-kimmi-kimmi-kimmi-kimmi!

moving right along...

so...
single life, huh?...

--back-to-"kimmi"

my day has sucked.

my week is sucking.

and i do believe i'm near the point of complete spontaneous combustion.

please, someone come get me.

*cough ryan cough*

--kimberly

woke up this mornin'...

i love the blues... 'cept when i got 'em...
i hate it when i find that feeling of contentment...
then it just wanes. and nothing in particular has happened
yet things just... suck.

and i'm keeping my head up, and surviving, and keeping my cool...
but every now and then i just bend under the pressure.
sometimes i almost want to snap- but i know i won't.

it'd just be nice to be thrown a friggin' bone every so often
just so i know i'm not going it alone. "The Lord works in mysterious ways"

--kim-(wilson?)

right on time

I know it's been a long, long year.

God forbid you to listen to me now.

I may have laid the pressure on good, but since that day

I'll never ask again.

It's funny, it's come right down to this.

I have to steal my time cause you won't give it up for free.

I've been talking to the Moon all night,

but the Stars won't say nothing to me.

And though I feel it's easy for a man to grow up

Much harder for a man to grow out.

You may not appear, but I'm standing here

My God.

I'll never ask you.

(Chorus:)

Where have you been?

You could have told me just.

Where have you been?

Cause if you know me you know.

I won't ask why.

They always told me you'd be right on my time.

We're coming around.

I know you're kind of busy right now.

Been a day, but I haven't heard your call.

I climbed a mountain just to get a better view of you.

But I'll never ask again.

It's crazy that we just can't feel the time

And lay down for awhile.

And let life catch your eye.

I've been relaxing with the Wind all day.

But the Sky won't open up for me.

And though I feel it's easy for a man to stand tall.

Much harder for a man to simmer down.

You may not appear,

but I'm standing here my God.

I'll never ask you.

(Chorus)

If you give me just a minute of your day,

I see now why you choose to stay away.

Up here life seems more like living,

And living mirrors love.

And love just leaves me breathless.

On we go.

(Chorus)

You act like you can't see me.

You act like you don't know me.

I just wish you would show me

That you'll be right on my time.

--O.A.R.

who says "today is a 'fun-day'"?

... and then He created 3 day weekends;

so that kim mcmillen could have a fighting chance at surviving high school.

--kim's-going-in-for-round-6

what's cookin', doc?

when you're irish, you're typically red anyways (if you're not liquid paper white)
sunburns
do not
help.

--kim's-sizzling

dameless

well i'll be in rockfest this year-

for those of you in sugar land who want to see me fill in between bands

be @ kempner @ 7PM on friday...

in other news, i've got yessica updates...

and other stuff i'm sure was at some point amusing...

ask.

-kim

diabetes upgrade

well tomorrow's a pretty damn important day...

i'll be waking up @ my usual time (the buttcrack of dawn) but instead of going into school, i'll be making my way downtown to the tx. children's hospital.

for the past 5 years, i've been on this one insulin plan that makes it so that the food i eat depends on the amount of insulin i've just injected.

well now i'll be going on a sort of eating/insulin plan where the amount of insulin i have depends on the foods i want to eat... it's kinda like switching the dependent and independent variables around...

this new plan makes my system react a little bit more like... well... like my pancreas actually works...

it's gunna be pretty tough...

wish me luck.

--kim-shoots-up

p.s.- "her blood was essentially poisoning her from the inside..." - but keith's was better...